For those of you who don't realize, two things.
1.) If I haven't told you yet, I'm gay.
2.) If you've been wondering where I went, I converted to MySpace. I'm now a MySpace whore, folks. http://www.myspace.com/dilloniusmonk
Hit that shit up and pay me a visit.
Hugs and kisses and other gay shit like that.
I'm really only checking this LJ for the things my friends write now. Don't expect too many updates. I've been converted by MySpace. I know, I know. I'm just a posting/blogging whore. Anyway, here's the class schedule for this year.
1 - Study Hall - Schulz (A-E)
2 - Spanish III - Phillips (A-D,F)
3 - AP US History (APUSH) - Prevost (A-C,E-F)
4 - Biology I - Culley (A-B,D-F)
5 - Algebra II (yeah, I didn't pass it too well last year) - McMullen (A,C-F)
6 - Officiating - Whicker (B-C,F)
6 - Study Hall - Culley (D-E)
7 - English III - Rubin de la Borbolla (A-F)
8 - Study Hall - Imorde (A-C,E)
8 - Chorus - Hughes (D,F)
C/A - Advisory - Prevost (A-F)
Damn. My AP teacher is my advisor as well. Shite.
Oh, for those of you who don't know, I took the AP World History test in May. For those of you who don't know, again, I rocked it hard. I got a 4, biatches. The best score you can get is a 5, and the lowest being a 1. Hell, you get a 1 for writing your name and showing some signs of life. A 5 is damn near impossible to get. I'm quite happy with that score. It earns me like, 6 credits at various schools, including University of Miami. Freakin' sweet. I'll just be on MySpace for updates. If you want, you can check there.http://www.myspace.com/dilloniusmonk
Wed, Jul. 20th, 2005, 06:23 pm
I'm off for Texas again. Now there's a shocker.
Well, some obscure friends of mine from Collierville, and one from some home schooling, want to get together and make (and cover) some tunage. I'm now a singer!... Damn. Patrick may kill me. Eh well, I'm having fun, and my vocal chords have never been this strong. I'm overpowering the stereo that we've used to listen to possible music to cover. I've been wanting to get back to anything musical, but have never really found the time. I'm ready now. If anyone would like to work with me, just ask. I'm looking forward to having a good time.
Fri, Jul. 1st, 2005, 08:39 pm
That's right niggas. I've got new specs. They are making me trip out. Everything's still adjusting, and this makes me have a big assed headache. Toodleoo.
Mon, Jun. 27th, 2005, 04:46 am
I don't know what the fuck is going on with me. I'm up every day until at least right now. It's getting to me. I just continue to have these dark and foreboding thoughts while I'm up. I feel like doing drugs, getting hammered and lighting up a smoke. I feel like ripping myself apart, literally. I feel like hurting myself, just to see if I'll still feel anything. Maybe it's the music that's getting me thinking like this. I don't know what to think, feel, do, or say. It's almost like I become severely depressed and dark during the early hours of the morning, but manage to hide it all during the daytime underneath a mask of laughter. I see pictures of people I know, and I thought that I was good friends with, and become infuriated, almost wanting to hurt them or myself. I'm not drunk or high, so I can't figure out what's going on here. I'm even shaking. It's not sleep deprivation, either, I wake up late in the afternoon, much to my parents' distaste. My eyes feel like they're going to bleed, and I halfway want to hurt myself, right now, just to get any kind of reaction. I can't stand this. Somebody tell me if you think you have any idea what might be going on. I'm scared that I might be going insane... I'm authentically terrified. Please help me.
Thu, Jun. 23rd, 2005, 04:34 am
I'm fucking tired of cleaning.
Thu, Jun. 16th, 2005, 02:53 am
For those of you not in the know, I was in Texas from the 5th until the 13th. It's been a rather long time since I've updated for sheer reason to update, so here I go. This post is what could be my longest post to date. I'll shorten it as best I can by putting my entire journaling from my time in Texas (which was written in a Microsoft Word document) into one of those cut-away things. Here goes.
( Texas WritingsCollapse )
Thus ends my time in Texas. It was pretty damn fun, alltogether. As for my other doings, I've been out and about with friends at the Belmont Grill, Ben & Jerry's, an attempt at the Forest Hill Target's late night activities, watched "Donnie Darko" for what must be the 3rd time now, went to Wal-Mart, slept in Gummy's ice-box of a house, watched "Young Guns" with Cesar, went to Sam's Donuts with Ben at 5:30 in the morning, sat out in front of the Collierville Target and it's shops nearby in the parking lot for an hour and a half, had my phone die, mowed the Satanic yard, and cleaned out my car so my dad can use it to go to Cincinatti.
My dad's theft of my car leaves me with the F-150; not exactly a raw deal. I'll be around, so give me a call (901-570-0595). Oh, and by the way, this is my first time with the LJ Cut system, so if it looks flawed, bear with me.
Mon, Jun. 6th, 2005, 11:12 pm
This is the only online time I'll have for probably this whole week. And I FOUGHT for it. Somebody call my phone and leave me a message! Please!!